Mr. lament mrlament: this is my second chance at using a board like this for the right purpose.
let me introduce myself to everyone as the one who desreved to be left.
There...thats a good start. i didi everything i could possibly do to loose my love, my children, my best friend. she loved me more than she loved herself at times, put me before the wellbeing of our children at times. fourtunately for them and her she finaly had enough and left. she's doing fine now...better than fine, she has a new boyfriend(were still married) a new house and peace of mind. i pray that one day we will be toghether again but for now its just a dream. i have a lot of work do on myself before i can even think about being toghether. i have a problem letting go.
although all the signs around me say its over. she has even told me "were never getting back together" so i will if i can keep those wants prayers and wishes to myself.
:'(